Entahlah

Entahlah, apa lagi rencana Tuhan kali ini. Mungkinkah ini teguran? ataukah, ini benar-benar ujian. Apapun itu, satu hal yang selalu aku coba (dan aku paksakan) untuk aku yakini, 'everything is happened for a reason'- akan selalu ada hikmah.
Sulit memang, untuk tidak menangis. Tapi toh, aku berhasil menahan air mata itu dan berpura-pura bahwa semuanya baik- baik saja. Tapi ternyata, tangisanku pun pecah juga..
ILahi, hamba mohon ampunanMu.

a ReaLìTY

Trust me,,accepting a reaLity's not as easy as it shouLd be.
I got it. I've prepared aLL that I need to prepare. And that reaLity's 'a refusing'.
Yupz,it's difficuLt to accept it.
I am denied,,I mean,I feel be denied.
I knew it..I reaLìzed it since I've done that mistake. And I prepared my seLf for today.
In fact,today is coming and I feel so guiLty and be ignored.
However, I must face today, my Life must go on. I will do my best,then. ;-)

at nite..

humph..
again,,I'm in my blue..just me,alone,with no one share with me..
I've so many secrets..'bout me,my self..
yupz,and I just wait for mr.Right in the right place and right time..
so,I must believe that tomorrow will always be better..